Lyrics
I don't want to know the meaning of my life
and I don't want others to tell me either
Alive or dead,
rocks can still crash down from the sky
Even a bug that gets stuck in the mud
will live again, dream again, when the water evaporates
I may not know the true meaning of a crucifix
but I've lived this far, haven't I?
(Chorus)
I'm on the wire I'll never go down
I just know, just know the answer
You're in the fire You'll never get away
We have to know, have to know the answer
My melting mind and my wayward right arm
Crush or tample it underfoot, that small desire will still remain
What causes me pain, is the fact that you enjoy seeing my weak and inapt self
If you want my pain, if you want my head
I'll shove it all down your throat
Crows peck at my decomposing knees
And I start walking using only my arms
So what you want? So what you say?
Keep praying, maybe you become god just for today
Even if you don't curse me
this blood-thristy world will smash me down
After all, your love is probably just a lie
(Chorus)
The only one lying here is the world of my solitary self
The more I dream, the more lost this world will seem
While I'm comforted with sweet words, only humiliation actually grows
If you want my pain, if you want my head
in order to do it in a stylish way, feel free to utter some lies
You destroy my unfinished grave
and then punch my face however you'd like
So what you want? So what you say?
Keep howling, maybe you become my dog just for today
My split in half mind now goes berserk
My old self who existed for you, has breathed his dying breath
As I chose this path myself, perhaps it is not fake
(Chorus - twice)
I don't want to know the meaning of my life
and I don't want others to tell me either
Alive or dead,
rocks can still crash down from the sky
Even a bug that gets stuck in the mud
will live again, dream again, when the water evaporates
I may not know the true meaning of a crucifix
but I've lived this far, haven't I?
(Chorus - three times)
My melting mind and my wayward right arm
Crush or tample it underfoot, that small desire will still remain
What causes me pain, is the fact that you enjoy seeing my weak and inapt self
If you want my pain, if you want my head
I'll shove it all down your throat
Style of Music
Japanese Rock, Epic, Steel Guitar, Bass, Moderate, Moderate (76-108 BPM)